MUSIC FROM THE MIND THROUGH THE HEART

Out Of Words

Like water down a stream, In to a cliff then down a fall

There my pride goes, Down in to a grave now forgotten

That's how humble you got me

My heart won't let go; My body dark in, dawn in just craving

My eyes betrayed me, cause in just a single sight I knew that I was bait

Time passed and patience perspired off my skin

For your hug, that warm feeling in your arms I just couldn't wait

This feeling so obvious yet so new to me

Beings so attractive I've met, but only you got me attentive

After a decade still to your fragrance my nerves sensitive

After all the rejections still my hope stands still

That some day I'll gain favor in you

Every star on the universe

Painful memories you need reversed

A floating castle made of glass

Just say it and I'll rub the lamp

Every wish my love will grant

Am out of words

At my time of need, my tongues magic deserted me

My charm weak, Suddenly am dumb and cant speak

My lips dry, am not claiming for a kiss

But for a break from rejections such as this

All I need is a reciprocating phrase like"I Love You" from the one I miss.

A DREAMER

I've been waiting all my life

Fantasising as I reminense of things in my previous dreams

All the fun moments from others tales I wanna stream

Sweet as vanilla cream

But ages away I can't touch

Deaf to my voice, Gosh,

Will it help if I scream

Fate is my mortal enemy

Am in control of my life, what a blasfemy

A plate full of silver, oh, blessed me;

At times my life as white as the clouds

But right now all my clouds are dark

So they hate and mock me

All plans against me, they wanna stone me

But I show em no regrets

I tell em do as you like and if you can blow me

All I hear is talks behind my back

My lifes history is their bigggest secret

But my life a lie, they envious of my life

So they jealous of my lies

That's why their lifes full of cries

I can't save all, but those around atleast I can try

That's why I never leave a plant dry

Love

Damn,what's this feeling

So deep it's almost consuming

So warm, I guess that's why am burning

Deep in my hearts abyss it's storming

Like a cold drip of wine satisfying

Sleepless nights, a clear mind it's denying

But here's the irony, its the most satisfying

It's like am caught up in the lust, but yet inlove

Brought up in missery, but all I have

Sunk in riches but yet I sterve

This feeling more like a curve

Willing to meet but always remains a half

It's tormenting, not like anyone deserves

It's abit tender, like a feathered pillow comforting

A calm atmosphere it's almost creating

It creates a smile even when the heart aches

All your passion it tends to rate

It's stronger than a destructive wave

Talk of salvation and this feeling saves

It's neither sweet nor bitter,it has no taste

Out of all it's the best

This feeling is love

Love a fools game

But we all play it

Then we blunder and we blame it

After a while we part from it

Then we miss it and back in to our lives we claim it

Although we know we can never control it,

And so we try to tame it

Love a dangerous affair so they say

True at night, a lie at day

So unpredictable, always changing like climate

So luring, traps you like a bait

True love never turns into hate

Out of the worst the best it tends to create

Love needs no haste

Take it slow like it's your first time

Cautiously tend it like a perfect crime

Then saduce it like a lustful thought

Only then will it work

Only then will you mend the crack

But always leave a mark, just incase you'll one day be back

 

Out of the blues, a lie like the sky

Deceit always makes the soul shy

And the eyes cry

Out of your skin you want to fly

To a world alittle bit high

A white cloud is always in the sky, so is a dark cloud

In every human there is an angel and a demon beside

The choice is yours, be good or be a good sinner, an evil schemer

Life too short to blow away like dust

Again life a long journey slow ride or waste before you reach

It isn't about being rich

It's bout how many lives you reach

The effort you take every wound to stitch

A lie deceives even the liar

The truth takes me a step higher

The truth benefits the teller,

Just as the buyer benefits the seller

Oh gal, how much I do love you no words can describe

How much I think of you,even a turtle a mountain can crimb

Cause in my heart your names are inscribed

Your beauty my lips only try to describe

The only problem is that we are so far

Too long of a distance a plaane can crash

Please come to me my love, because yuo're my crush

This many poems I write

Am just trying to make it right

That's why I dream of you every night

Wishing that I ould hold you so tight

I swear no tide would beat you as I watch

And I would try that in pain you wouldn't scream"OH MY GOSH"

Cause the things I'd do for you,you'd just kneel and say"THANK YOU GOD"

God being my judge, I love you more than all

You might be booked, but that doesn't mean I lost you

And besides he doesn't love you more than I

And he doesn't deserve you,that's a fact

Cause in your abscence he's cheating

And that's hurting me until I hate

I can't bare, cause you're so dear

Ihope that am loud enough to hear

But most of all I wish that you were here

 

 

 

LOVE

Love,

At times peaceful you can call it a white dove

Everyday for more and more you sterve

A kiss on the neck thats what you deserve

Then away you'll let it take you

On all your body caress you

What awonderful feeling it will give you

Just don't oppose its caring touch

Or rebel its whisper on your ears

Let the feeling take you by suprise all through the years

I declaire its you and me against the world

Cauze when am with you I feel like I own the world...

 

LIVING WITHOUT MY HEART

My heart is missing

My love is giving 

Am wondering whether I live in

A world where love is only for giving and never receiving

Cause my mind is leaving me

Slowly by slowly it's deeping in

Ooh no! I wish I were a bee

And you were a flower

Beauty so lavishing, but after a while you'ld wither

In to dust never to be seen again

As a bee I  would explore your beauty with no one telling me to pause my gain

But all I can do now is desire

Fantasize, until my mind starts to admire

How I wish I was free to just stare and touch you like my hands would desire

Since I can't take my heart back

Become mine and I'll fill all your blanks

I have nothing to touch, but love in abundance

MUSIC

"How rare for the moon to touch the ground

It's as if it were meant for us to touch the cloud

The feeling was so intense

for your sake I had to guess

How much love was to be in the mess

But care was more in presence

Hi, I said...you could only stare

and twist the tip of your hair

I wished that I could breath you as air

But no, you only gave me the glare....and continued to stare

Save me for my heart is slicing up in layers

For this pain is too much to bare

I loved you but you only hurt my inner soul

For you said that my love was too much you couldn't handle"